i feel like i constantly imagine myself as someone i'm not. it's like in my mind, i picture this girl who is not only prettier than me, but waaay more importantly, kinder, more patient, Loving, gentle, free, giving, passionate, genuine, focused, carefree but careful..............
i want to sell/give away all my possessions. they're useless and take up space. if i make any money i'd like to give it to my church or a missionary or someone in need.
i want to paint my room an antique yellow and burnt orange... i want a dog and a studio apartment in the city... i want to live somewhere i can ride my bike to and from places.
basically...
i'm selfish and lazy.
i could be so much better than i am. i really could be that girl, couldn't i? i'm just lazy. i'd rather lay in the sun and sing songs and play with friends until the late night hours. i'm messy, and i don't think i can help it. it just happens.
anyways. if you've read this far. stop, and go read Francis Chan's book Crazy Love.
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