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life is funny how it works sometimes... the way people come in and out and then in and out of your life. maybe this isn't a good way of looking at my friendships, but i've kind of gotten quite cynical with my relationships...... but i'm always looking at relationships as "what am i going to learn from this friendship/dating relationship?" it never seems to fail that my friends don't last long. maybe that's just because i'm just now making the life time type of friends and the ones before were the typical highschool kind of friends.

geez i'm so ready to just grow up. get out of my parents house and move on. this may possibly be the longest year of my life...