dancin queen...

so today was NOT the best of days. satan was hitting me REALLY hard... and of course at the worst of times, while i was at work. all i wanted to do was sit in the back and cry. i was just lonely. a cute older deaf couple came in and it got me thinking "will i ever have that?" they just fit. they worked together... and i want that. anyways... on top of that, my manager actually apologized for what she said yesterday. yeah i know, you're probably thinking "why is that bad?" well, ok, it's not that bad... but it's like how can you really take back something like that you know? then i got a headache and was hungry cause i'm trying to lose weight and so i've stopped eating a ton of junk. don't worry, i'm just trying to eat healthy and work out... not trying ot lose a billion pounds... just a few and mostly just get in shape.

but wow... tonight... A MA ZING.

so Chris, who is my 6'7" skinny black friend who LOVES to dance (he's like my brotha from anotha motha...) and i were hangin out down off Central ave. and he ran into a good friend of his from high school who invited us to this "dance party" down off park rd. so we hesitated but then thought "what the hey, we're young and life is short!!" so we went. and oh my goodness, i have not had that much fun in seriously, a really really long time. it was kinda nerve racking at first cause i KNOW chris can dance really really well, and i... can... sort of. but i was like, you know what, chris is one of my CLOSEST friends, and if i can't act like a complete fool around him, who can i?! so i just danced, and danced, and danced.......... so, much, freakin, fun. turns out i can dance a LOT better than i thought!!!
wow... so yeah, i'll tell my parents soon i went because i want to go back and so does Chris and i HATE hiding things from them. it wasn't like a booty dancin club or ANYTHING like that... except for the dumb drunk highschool kids who some how got in there. it's funny cause i know my parents will ask me all sorts of questions about it, and one of them being "well would you feel comfortable with us there?" and the answer is YES! haha cause at no point did i feel like "man, i really really shouldn't be doing this..." it was just a BLAST. it was like where all the kids from urban outfitters go to dance haha... super 80's wanna be kids. SO much fun... i out danced a black girl trying to dance with chris. haha... that was funny... and then some guy from the club came up and was taking pictures of chris and i dancing... who knew i could ACTUALLY dance THAT well?!?! hahahaha... ok ok i HAVE to get some sleep cause i have to be up at the booty crack of dawn... 6:45 to be exact... yikes.