sometimes

i'd like to run away to a place where no one knows me, where my name isn't dirty and stained with the past. i hope and pray i'm not that girl, not that person. i hope i can be forgiven and not looked down on. words stain my mind and i hope you don't think that too. 

this is the hardest thing i've ever had to go through... the closer i get to You the more wrong i see in this world. 

something big is about to happen. i can feel it in my bones. and i know i'm not alone.