i'm quiet today. i feel slightly sad, but more so, numb. i'm tired of my surroundings affecting my emotions so much, so i think for once i'll just not feel.
i'm tired of guys and relationships. i feel like every time one starts, before i know it, it's ended. why can't i just be a friend to a guy? let things happen naturally.
i've noticed i'm big on first impressions... if you don't catch me here, it's likely you won't ever catch me. at least, that's what i've noticed.
also, i hate being asked out via - text, myspace, facebook, email... etc. and it's quite likely i'll either, A. not respond or B. say yes, but will take away cool kid points for the sad cop-out of a way to ask me. now, there are exceptions to the rule. if, for example, our only means of communication is through such things, then it's ok. but if you have my number, or you know you'll see me at church/school/around, then ask me out there. don't worry, i don't bite, and i'm much more likely to say yes if you do this then asking me through electronic devices.
i need/want to spend more time with my girlfriends. i'm noticing that they mean more to me than they probably realize.
i've drank almost a whole pot of coffee, by myself... this may not end well.
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