it seems that every year it feels less and less like Christmas. not sure why it is this way, but it is. it seems the older i've gotten, the less exciting it is. it's like that magic and surprise of every year is gone. *sigh* i miss being a little kid. life was so much easier. now my heart behaves in weird ways i can't understand or control.
my aunt and grandma are coming in town today. actually, they're about an hourish away right now. i suppose i should get cleaned up. and i suppose i should be excited about their arrival, but i'm not. i mean i am, sort of. it's just really, my grandma... she's VERY opinionated. she'll say something about something that will tear my confidence down. it happens every time we all get together. last time she called lauren and i immature. pffft... hahahaha...... :-D i don't mind my aunt though. i really enjoy seeing her. :) it's just going to be an interesting Christmas i guess.
ok, i guess i'll get up now and get cleaned up, because heaven forbid that my grandma see me without makeup on. she WILL say something about that. and probably some thing about how i dress... it's a little too funky for her. is it bad that i want to look extra funky to just get a reaction out of her? haha......
my lip hurts... i bit it in my sleep.
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