up. But, I just do. It gets intensified when people notice that i am
stressed and point it out. I think part of it is that people (lately)
have been pointing out my faults to me. I let it get to me and the
result makes my confidence just crash. I try to just be best I can and
know how to. But I am a people pleaser. I'm not a push over, don't
confuse the two, but I do like to make people happy.
I feel like everytime I talk to my friends or family they're trying to
help me get over my problems. I dont really have any problems! Sure I
think about stuff, and I'm quiet when I'm thinking, but it doesn't
mean I'm sad.
I just think about things too much. Again, I just need to let go. Not
let what others say about me get to me. No matter how big or how
small. It's not them I'm trying to please, its God. The end, I'm done,
I have got to freakin let go. I've just become very dreary because of
all this.
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