something happens to me when the seasons start changing. i get this rush of energy every time i step outside. it's like all is being washed away of the heavy heat and making way for something new and exciting. i love the cold. i love snow. i love the way the cold smells. i love how leaves turn colors and fall and dance across the streets as your drive by. i love just sitting outside and thinking... what i'd give to have this kind of weather year 'round.
i got semi-freaked out today... just thinking about life. it's wild looking back thinking where i've come from. i found out the other day that i've got only 15 more credit hours left at school until i get my associates. i then realized, once i'm done, i HAVE to get a full time job! what am i going to do about insurance? oh gosh. i wasn't really quite as ready as i thought... then, i remembered just how faithful God has always been to help me through these life changing things. i'm confident that God will lead me as i grow up and move on. i guess i now need to budget in my insurance... dagnabit.
well now that i can't feel my toes cause i've been icing my ankle i think i'll go to bed... *sigh* my ankle still hurts... been hurting since....... labor day? dang... almost a month. i REALLY don't want to go to the doctor. but i'm scared it's something serious and if i don't get it fixed it could lead to more problems.
so i need to learn to not be fake nice. i need to stand up and stop letting that guy in my class push me around and treat me this way... i just really hate confrontation and i wish i had done something sooner cause now it's a big deal. oh well... i guess we'll call this a lesson learned.
title by Sting & the Police
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