it's nice being able to look back over my life and see that not all of my decisions have hurt me and that i actually learned something from them. if there was one thing i learned from one of my dating experiences, it was when you see a need, you do your best to fill it. i mean, that is, if you can. and i see a need, i can, but i don't know if i should. on top of being an emotional wreck right now, i'm tired, and wishing i had someone to talk to about this. but i feel like anyone i talk to, won't get it.
i have so many big decisions to make right now, i just wish God would come and hold me and just show me where i need to go. i know i have to trust him, and i do, i really do... but these decisions are over my head. i don't want to just sit back and take the easy road... God even said the road to him wouldn't be easy... it's narrow... i'm willing to give up whatever for him, i just don't know what.
where do i go to church?
do i move out?
do i help them?
do i keep pursuing this?
it was no coincidence i visited UCF yesterday... i needed to hear that. i just can't help it... i'm so anxious, i need sleep... and a hug.
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