it's strange being aware of the stage of life that i'm in. i remember growing up and not ever realizing that all those frustrations i was enduring were just because i was in some sort of "stage of life." so for once in my life, i'm aware of it, and can't do anything. it's scary to think that i'm not done changing... that the girl i think i am now, will more than likely be someone completely different in like 2 or 3 years. it's exciting... but scary. i know that at times it's going to flat out suck, but i think maybe, i'm learning to accept it; to embrace it, just go with the flow.
but what i'm most excited about is the day i just stop and look around me and realize (hopefully) i'm right in the middle of something beautiful. i can't wait to figure out what i'm truly passionate about... though i feel silly saying that. i mean, how can you not know what you love to do? the thing is, i know what i love to do... i just can't afford it. if i could do anything, i'd love to do photography and travel... i just don't know how i'll ever be able to afford to travel like i want to. haha... though i've said the same thing about quite a few things............first i wanted to be a vet, then i wanted to open a coffee shop/music venue (which i still think would be awesome sometimes), then i wanted to be a musician... that lasted a week... then i finally found a love for photography.
:) one day it'll all work out and be amazing. but for now i'll just have to be a little more adventurous around my own hometown and find some artsy fun things to do and take pictures of.
title by Doris Day - Whatever will be, will be.
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