Thursday, May 18, 2006

today


so tonight was my last official time in my highschool bible study. i led tonight. i decided to teach on ephesians 4. i like that chapter... well... i really like all of ephesians. anyways... i think i have decided that i'm going to take a break from singing with the highschool worship band at my church. i have a full load at school this summer, plus i'm going to start working full time for my mom, and i don't know if in between all of that if i'll have a lot of free time and i'd muchly like to have SOME free time. from what i can tell now, it doesn't look like it's going to take a ton of my time up, but i'd just like to have the flexability. also, i can't tell you how long i've just wanted to be out of highschool stuff. i mean i essentially have been because i am a grade ahead, but yeah, stuff happened and i stayed back with highschool stuff. i mean it was sort of my decision to not go ahead and moce up, but i didn't think i was going to struggle so much with it. so i think that right now is a good time for me to let go of it all. move up officially and be the college dudette i want to be.
so i never thought i'd say this when this past semester ended, but i honestly think i'm ready for school to start again. i don't like not having anything to do. i mean, yeah it's nice to sleep in until 12 (which is what i've been doing this whole time), and to just kind of do whatever i want. but going to the mall gets old real fast, and since my camera is broken i can't exactly go explore taking pictures... starting this monday though i'll have plenty to do. ok, i'm done... no more to really write about.

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