i have a bad habit of keeping about 3 or 4 journals at a time. one in my car, one in my purse, one in my room, and one on my computer. this happened because i'd always forget my journal when i most needed it. i'd end up going and buying a new one just so i could write my thoughts down for that day... i ended up just leaving them in those places (purse, car, computer...etc...) so that i'd never be with out one. but now i'm realizing that all my thoughts are scattered every where. i really want to take a day to compile all my journals into one... but then i'll be left with a bunch of half empty journals spread every where. i obviously didn't think this through.
while i was getting ready this morning i came across one of my oldest journals... it was the one i got when God really started changing my heart and awakening me. i began reading back through it............
April 22, 2008
i can't help but feel like something is missing. that i'm being called to something more... that God has something big for our generation.
several months later, i still feel the same way. it was only a few weeks after a wrote that entry in my journal on april 22 that God showed me my true passions... the church and my generation. if you know me, you know my frustration with the church and this generation i live in.
i'm ready for a change... and that means more than you may know.
i'm also really self-concious today... and antsy... and hungry........ oh Lord i'm tired of this wretched sin stained flesh.
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