where has the time gone?

so all day today i thought it was monday... it's tuesday. woops. anyways... tomorrow evening is filled with stuff, and so is thursday night, and friday night....then my fam and i leave for disney, come home for all of like 2 days, and leave again. dude... where has the time gone?! i'm glad i'm almost done with packin, otherwise i'd probably be peein my pants right about now. i'm so ready to go it hurts. i love it here, i love my family, my friends, my church... all of it... but i'm just ready to go. i was talking to my friend the other day and i was telling him that i was so excited of getting this kind of, fresh start... you know? no one there knows me. no one knows my past... nothing... i am a blank slate in a lot of ways. i can become whom ever i wish to be. yeah... life is... interesting. ok well, since i haven't been able to sleep real well lately, i'm going to go pack some more. i'm so anxious... i can't quit tensing up my shoulders...... why am i so anxious?!