coming home has been weird. it's been AMAZING! but weird... it's like this isn't home anymore for me. CIU is. i miss it... i'm homesick for ciu. is that bad? i miss all my friends and just everything about being there. i don't feel like belong here anymore. i really don't even know how to explain this feeling. i just wish i could... i'm glad i serve a God who can fully understand me even when i can't. it's an amazing thing! so when i don't even know who to talk to or how to talk about it... He knows.
so this is a complicated subject, but none-the-less, i'm going to bring it up. i noticed something tonight... girls long for boys to tell them that they like them ("do you like me? check yes or no")... yet when a girl is in a situation where she either doesn't like him or she likes someone else or really just isn't ready for a relationship, she has to tell him that and it feels like she's breaking up with him! how lame is that!? i mean there's really no way around it... at least none that i can see at this moment... though i'm way too tired to even try and think of some. why can't we all just freaking be friends? *sigh* ok i lied... i like being liked. and even more fun is knowing that i'm liked by the guy i like. i just don't understand why things have to get so freakin complicated and messy after the fact of infatuation has been communicated and put out there.
on a final note, Paramore fweakin rocks!
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