it's going to be ok

so i finally got the official chance to tell kyle i didn't want to be with him anymore... and it went so well. i mean like i'm crying because it went so well! hahah usually i'm crying because it hurt so much. but he took it like a real gentlemen. he just said i fully respect your wishes and now i think we can have a real chance to get to know eachother. :) he still wants to be my friend and we even ended the conversation laughing... i always knew i loved the kid... he's a cool guy. God is in control again... i'm done trying to figure out this whole guy stuff... i'm def. going to just chill and let God take control :) probably a lot easier that way.